I am starting to feel some depression again. I thought I’ve changed. But it seem like you can’t really change your outlook in life in such a short time. just the other day I was full of positivity. But now grrrrrrr.
I’m starting to feel like, why am I not special? Why can’t I have talents like others? I am such a boring person. Now I am again lost. I don’t what I want to do in my life. Gaaaaah this is so frustrating!!! Is this hormonal??? I want to focus on other things, to forget what I’m feeling right now. I want to watch EXO things again. But then I will just think how lucky they are when they can earn a living at such a young age. I’m the same age as them but all I am doing right now is trying and getting frustrated in finding who I am and what I want.
I’m such an insecure young adult of the 21st century.